1 in a million / Aunty Kath (aunty)
hey beautiful boy, I cant sleep AGAIN and i've been thinking how could i put into words what sort of person you were. how do you desribe the most passionate person to ever walk the earth. you loved to read and collect every single piece of knowledge you could get yr hands on. you were not just intelligent duey you were bordering on genius. whenever you saw me and said hey aunty kath its so good to see you, i knew that you really meant it because you radiated a smiley glow, thats the only way i can descibe it, its like yr soul broke out in the hugest grin. your friends and family know what i mean, because they have all felt your love and that smiley glow.oh god i wish i could go back and have that glow just one more time.you were the most pure of heart person in this world duey, never a bad word for anyone, old young fat thin black or white, to you it never mattered, all you saw were people and to think a person stole your life, GOD one question, i'd like to know what you were doing on 28th may, how could you allow this to happen! how could you sit back and watch this, dwayne trusted you, WE ALL TRUSTED YOU, you took our mum, now duey at age 27, how could you do this to us. what did dwayne and his family and friends do that was so evil that you would punish us so cruelly, i think i can finally say I HATE YOU!!! Close
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six months duey / Deb (mum)
hey dwayno,its been six months tomorrow,i still cannot and will not accept it duey,i just can't .... it is madness,i can't even get my head around it.you can't ever be not coming home,you just can't.kiara is struggling to cope with out u,she has taken it really bad,she wont talk to me or anyone,she wont open up to us.she just wants u,duey visit her in her dreams and let her know that your ok,and that you'll always be with her,she needs to know,i can't help her,i need help myself.i miss u so much ,that it takes my breath away,i feel like somebody is sitting on my chest all the time.duey why,why did this happen,what went wrong did god close his eyes for a mere second,he must have,because he was always watching over you,you knew that and so did we,so what went wrong...........dwayne i love and miss u so much,life will never be the same ever,sleep peacefully my boy,we will be together again soon,in the mean time stay safe in the arms of nan she will look after u just like i did,i know that,sweet dreams duey. love forever mum xxxxxxxxps leisa and trent moved into there new house today,they wish u were still here to see it,but i know you'll go visit in your own way, love ya xxxxxx Close
My Brother.. i lost my best friend.. im so angry at you.. i no you saw nan.. but im still here.. alone.. and so silent.. no one undersatnds.. mum is so not there any more.. i have no one to talk to.. me && leisa are so far apart .. i almost laugh.. mum && i have never been close.. but her and leisa just say.. "who's faults that".. i cant wait till im 16.. even if i live on the street.. im not gunna be here.. im gunna drive so far no one can ever find me..i dont no why you left.. i dont no why god would of taken you.. why not me.. he knows i never wanted to be alive.. i mean.. i love my best friends.. but nothing changes that your gone.. every night i say .. my turn is now.. my time is up.. i have been trying to kill myself forever.. and nothing i do works.. it really is my time to go.. i hope i go to hell.. cause i already live there..with out you here.. well.. ill talk to you soon .. bye brother.. p.s i hate your father.. he should have gone instead of you..!!!
thankyou/ Deb (mum)
this is a thankyou to caralyn and weaties for such a beautiful tribute to dwayne,yes you are right dwayne was a unique human being,he did find the good in everyone,he is very sadly missed.please guys if u have any more storries or photos u want to add,please feel free as we would love u to add them to his site,once again thank you.deb xxxxps i tried to email u but the address keeps coming back to me.please email me your addy so i can email u privately,thanks heaps love deb and family xxxx Close
Not a day goes by with out us thinking of u shezza and remebering all our fun times we had 2getha, from ur funky caravan u loved so much to when u first got ur licence and commodore, to being one of the first to hold our chloe when she was born and being the first 2 insist joel celebrates her birth taking him 2 the pub and at the time i was not impressed i look back now on many of memorys with u and can feel ur warmth and caring as if u still here and smile, but what we remember the most about u is ur love 4 life, u always had time for anyone, u always listen to not just ur mates but anyone with such full attentiveness and sincere care and interest. U made others feel inportant and that is a unique and special quality. Shez u were crazy always making us laugh with ur funny antics and silly prediciments ud get urself in2 but that was how u were and life is so much duller without u but even with out u here in person we can still say u r here in spirit, we still luagh bout the things u did and we still cry a tear 4 u, ur high school reunion was not the same without u there cause we know if u were there u would be the life of the party, danny came 4 u and i belive u were there in spirit with him also.
Ur in a better place now and thank u shez 4 giving us so many good warm memorys that without u we wouldnt have. Love u always Shez
justice/ Kath Geisler (aunty)
hey beautiful, time is doing nothing duey. how do we go on without you. I know what you told linda is true and i know that u are stressin abut it, but dont worry duey, you know yr family has it covered. one 4 all and all 4 one forever, always has been, always will be. so clear yr mind of that one, if you feel the need to bend tommy til he breaks, so be it, that is in yr hands dwayne. you can be his permanent shadow. do whatever you feel you have to, to make you heal after all its your well being we are worried about not his. keep coming to kim and ben as they love it and it is helping them get thru life without you. for the rest of us dont worry we will survive somehow. l love and miss you so much it hurts. cya later duey Close
its so hard Dwayne / Deb (mum)
hey do,i thought i would just talk to u tonight,its been a tough day,your old school wilson park is having there 10 yr reunion in a couple of weeks,how i wish u could go,and catch up with all your old friends,u know Dwayne i have so much guilt for moving over here to geelong,because i know that if we had of stayed in melton, you would still be alive today.The guilt is eating me up,to think about it makes me physically sick,The only thing that i can promise u now,is justice will be done ok ,if not in the court system,then when he gets out,THAT BASTARD ANIMAL will get his,that i can promise.well dwayno just remember that when u died so did i,loved every second of every minute of every day you and i forever one.love your broken hearted muma xxxxxxxx Close
only time will tell / Deb (mum)
hey my man, just want u to know that linda(medium) has told us that u are coming through very strong and that u want us to no that tommy isnt the innocent guy he is pretending to be,that he is the instagater in all this,and that it makes u sick to think that we all think he is the good guy,well she also said that your haunting him and that if u can bend him he will break,well dwayno he is breaking so u keep up your good work,and rest easy knowing that we dont believe a word that cames out of his mouth ok,what friend runs off with the murderer and leaves his mate to bleed to death,find his own way to a store and ask for help,WHAT KIND OF A FRIEND DOES THAT,then tells the court he didnt see a knife but that the murderer kind of girlie punched u in the jugular,who users that term IF U DIDNT SEE A KNIFE,yes tommy your story is coming unstuck and yes dwayne will ride shotgun with u every minute of everyday until u tell the truth if your feeling uneasy ask yourself WHY ask yourself could dwayne be with u just ask YOURSELF.......... Close
dwayno/ Deb (mum)
hey do whoper, just letting u know the net is up and runnin properly,so i can sit here and write to u for hours my beautiful boy.i miss u with all my heart and always will,u are in my every thought i cant even begin to tell u how much u are missed,life without u will never be the same,i loved u then and i love u now and i will love u every day of my life,i'll talk to u some more tomorrow as soon as i get home from work ok lots and lots of love duey,love your heart broken muma x x x x x Close
my duey / Deb (mum)
hey dwayno, just want to let u know that they adjourned the court date until dec,but thats ok duey because we will nail his sorry arse ok ,and i just need to tell u that u r so missed that it is so consuming that i have a heart that feels like stone,and a permenant knot in my stomach,that makes me feel so sick that sometimes i just cant breath,kiara and leisa dont talk much because they dont want to make me upset,but i know they need me too.dwayno i just want u to come home,thats my only wish,so i can wrap my arms around u and tell u how proud i am of u ,just like the last time i saw u alive they where the words i said to u,i love you and miss u,i know u know because i love u in death the same as i loved in life,and u know how much that was and is .one day we will be together again just like before my baby boy,love always your muma xxxxx Close
Its Hell Without You... / Kiara-Starr Kelly (Sister) hey duey, hrya?.. its really hard for me cause now im alone.. and i feel it so bad. theres nothin left for me to do or say. everything i say is wrong. i cant talk to mum about anything cause she takes it to heart real easy.. i miss you so much .. before it was me and you.. now its me and no one .. im alone.. i feel like theres no one here to look out for me anymore because when something happend to me whether it was at school or home.. you would always say " just tell me and ill deal with them" i miss those words.. Me and leisa arnt close like her and mum are.. so i cant talk to her much.. and brad.. i never see him anymore i miss him to.. Your dad is really pissing me off.. he has never done anything great or really helpfull for you.. and he says that im not ur SISTER!.. everytime i hear that it makes me cry! i feel like just calling him and yelling at him so bad.. but i never can cause that would start a fight.. but what really gives him the RIGHT to call me not ur sister.. i knew u better than he would of any day thats what gets me so mad.. He 's just a money hungry bastard.. and i dont care if he reads this!. actually i hope he does maybe it might get a thick thought through his thick head!.. anyway i dont wanna talk about him anymore hes gay.. i miss you so much everyone thinks i dont care its just i dont wanna believe its real.. cause in my eyes and heart it cant be.. its my birthday on saturday.. its my first one without you.. every year u would always give me money even when i knew you didnt have any to give to me!.. im sorry that god took you and not me!. id rather it be me.. cause i havnt been around long... maybe then mum wouldnt be so sad.. cause its not the best thing seeing her sad.. but then i guess she would with anyone of us KIDS.. i hope that in your eyes you see me as your sister.. I Love You Dwayne my heart broke on that monday.. but i dont think i could ever mend it back.. i hope to see you soon.. maybe one day i will.. love forever and always your little SIS Kiara-Starr. xxoo Close
just you and me / Deb (mum)
hey do whoper, just need to talk to u, like the good old days,i think i'm losing it duey,everything is pissing me off at the moment,everything,the way people talk,the way everyone is just worried about themselves,everything,i think i've had enough,life really does suck.i know you would be saying,what i always told you kids,pick yourself up,dust yourself down,and get on with it.BUT its so hard duey,every thought that i have is about you,how this happened,what you were thinking,how scared you would have been,them cutting your clothes off,taking your shoes off,everything,everything goes on and on in my head,over and over again,People talk to me about stuff like what do u want for lunch and stupid shit,i know they mean well,but duey i just want to scream from the top of my lungs, that the only thing i want and will ever want is you back,back where you belong,and i know thats not going to happen,and its tearing my heart out,i dont know what to do to make it any better,or easier cos i dont think it ever will be ,I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL. love mumaxxxxxxxxx Close
if only u knew / Deb (mum)
Hey do whoper,i have missed talking to u so much,it has been killing me.well duey,the committal hearing is over,ITwill stand trial for your murder,TOMMY let u down,changed his statement at the last minute,said u where the agressor,yr true friends jimmy and ben told the truth,that piece of shit just sat there like he didnt have a care in the world,well we will show him,wont we.andy and some of his mates came too,Duey he is heart broken too,after all he was yr step dad through those teenage years,well rest easy baby cos he will right the wrong ok...Hey you would be so proud of your baby sister KIARA she is growing up so fast nearly 14 and she looks just like u,she acts just like u,everytime i watch her doing something i think how much she reminds me of her big BROTHER,im so sorry dwayne that some people are trying to pick at your bones,but remember i have always had to fight for u kids fight to take u to disney land fight for this and that and i just want u to know that i will fight with everything i have to make YOUR WISHES COME TRUE its about what u wanted not anyone else. SO lets go duey and do our stufflove always your mum xxxxxxxxxx Close
Wishing you peace! / Myra Irwin (Friend of Deb )
Dwayne,
Even though I never met you, you remind me so much of my own son, Kyle. He was killed by a drunk driver at the age of 19. He was born in 1980 like you. I know you will always be around your family and offer comfort in the most difficult of times. I've enjoyed so much the website your mum put together for you. I find it very helpful in my own grief. It is great comfort knowing you are with the Lord, but I'm sure your family would like you home with them. Keep up the good work in heaven and say hi to Kyle. Close
our Dwayne / KIM (Cousin)
I think about you constantly, you are forever on my mind. Everything reminds me of you, even the silly and simplest things. For every gust of wind, or every ray of sunshine, for every drop of rain or every cold chill night i think of how you should be here and feeling these things too. For every star filled night or every clear blue sky i think you should be here seeing these simple things too. We take life and those we love so much for granted, we dont realise until its too late. We sometimes never say the words we should say today that are too late to say tomorrow. I love you Dwayne so very much and wish i had the chance or guts to say this to you while you were still here. So anyone reading this please tell your loved ones how you feel today, tomorrow may be too late. And rememeber the past is history, the future a mystery but today is a gift and that is why it is called the present. Close
Aunty Deb, Erin and I will be thinking of you more the ever over the next couple of days..... Be Positive, Stay strong And don't forget were all here for you... Love Always Paul And Erin
Dwayne, Mate only if we knew the future... we would of both caught up more. life works in weird ways and you really don't know what your got til it's gone.. Miss you Heaps Paul... "Say Hi to Nan For Me"
with love / Sarah Clark (Debs' friend )
Dwayne your mum will be back on line ASAP I know she is missing her talks with you. There are a lot of people who care very much about Deb and the family, so remember that she is not alone and the love you have for her and the family help them get through each and every day. The next few days will be espically hard so send all the love and strength you have to help them through the committal hearing. Carma is a very poweful source and will take care of those who have done this unspeakable act. Deb remember that we love you and be strong. All my love to family and friends Close
love you / Kath (aunty)
Hey Duey, so many strangers have opened their hearts to yr mum. She is still on this planet because of them and this site. Thank god she stumbled onto it. she is so upset that she doesnt have access to the net 4 a while. But you and i know everyone at moms will keep you in their hearts and prayers til she gets back on track. court next wed the 3rd oct. we will see that gutter trash face to face. give us strength beautiful boy. i love you duey.. until then Close
Tributes and Condolences
hey duey, hrya?.. its really hard for me cause now im alone.. and i feel it so bad. theres nothin left for me to do or say. everything i say is wrong. i cant talk to mum about anything cause she takes it to heart real easy.. i miss you so much .. before it was me and you.. now its me and no one .. im alone.. i feel like theres no one here to look out for me anymore because when something happend to me whether it was at school or home.. you would always say " just tell me and ill deal with them" i miss those words.. Me and leisa arnt close like her and mum are.. so i cant talk to her much.. and brad.. i never see him anymore i miss him to.. Your dad is really pissing me off.. he has never done anything great or really helpfull for you.. and he says that im not ur SISTER!.. everytime i hear that it makes me cry! i feel like just calling him and yelling at him so bad.. but i never can cause that would start a fight.. but what really gives him the RIGHT to call me not ur sister.. i knew u better than he would of any day thats what gets me so mad.. He 's just a money hungry bastard.. and i dont care if he reads this!. actually i hope he does maybe it might get a thick thought through his thick head!.. anyway i dont wanna talk about him anymore hes gay.. i miss you so much everyone thinks i dont care its just i dont wanna believe its real.. cause in my eyes and heart it cant be.. its my birthday on saturday.. its my first one without you.. 
every year u would always give me money even when i knew you didnt have any to give to me!.. im sorry that god took you and not me!. id rather it be me.. cause i havnt been around long... maybe then mum wouldnt be so sad.. cause its not the best thing seeing her sad.. but then i guess she would with anyone of us KIDS.. i hope that in your eyes you see me as your sister.. I Love You Dwayne my heart broke on that monday.. but i dont think i could ever mend it back.. i hope to see you soon.. maybe one day i will.. love forever and always your little SIS Kiara-Starr. xxoo 
love always your mum xxxxxxxxxx 
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