Life So Far..
how are you?
things just arnt the same anymore..
i mean ofcourse there not but..
somedays there okay..
but not very often.. you missed my 16th birthday..
i know you were there but you kno what i mean...ben
took me paint balling..
i think that had to be my best day ever..
but we had to go to nsw just to play (:
kalahni turned 1..
i wish you could see her..
she's the most precious thing in my life atm..
i hope i will be the best aunty..
its my 17th birthday this year..
wish you were gunna be there..
but i kno you'll still try..
can you imagne my 18th haha..
im getting my tattoo this year..
its a big one for you!
i hope you will like it..
i have to talk mum
into it first (:
but im sure she wont mind.. Leisa
really miss you i recon..
but they dont say it..
i can still tell on there faces..
Cause when i see them hurt i kno what its for..
You know that if i could of traded places and had it happened to me i would of..
in a heart beat i would of died for this family..
i dont mean it as in a feel sorry for me way but..
i feel that if it had of been me everyone would have been okay..
after a while everything would of went back to normal in the family..
but because it was you..
inside of each and everyone that loved you is just emptiness and deadness..
but some fake smiles and laughs can go along way..
im off but i promise to come backk ..
i wish i could talk to you and not write on a sad website..
iloveyou and miss you with every breath i take...
always kno im here..
love kiara-starr... Close